Wink ;D

The past 2 weeks.

I was encountered with a lot things.

Thank you, Father.

Everything seems to get back to the place they belong.

Sometimes, I like to think too much.

Yes !!!

Change it, change it !!!

Cow Shit, I'm sorry for thinking like that.

I was wrong.

You know what, I'm really glad that you were listening to me that day.

Thank you. =D

Don't worry.

Our friendship won't fade away that easily.

You will always be my BFF!!!

That was just a small obstacle.

See, we had already get through it !! =D

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Exam !!!

Careless !!!

Useless brain !!!

>.<

I'm sure that I will shed a tear the time I get back my result.

For now ?

ENJOY, PEOPLE !!! XDD

2012

THE START OF SOMETHING NEW

A HAPPY YEAR INDEED

CROSS MY FINGERS

;D

Speak out =D

Speak out and I feel happy.

I feel secure.

I feel relieved.

You know what, like what my friend said

'Focus in your studies first, then only settle them after final.'

Yeah, man.

I can do it !!!

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I was so happy today.

I got to message with him like last time.

It was so normal, I guess. =D

I feel like asking but I dare not.

I'm scared that he will think that I'm very disturbing.

What is he thinking huh ?

And I am thinking too much again !!! ==

I keep telling myself to forget about him, but why can't I ??

But you know what, everything will be fine in the end.

God is leading and guiding us. =D

AND I ALWAYS FEEL BETTER WHEN I'M DONE WITH MY STUPID TALK HERE !

THANK YOU ! ;D

The truth is ...

I am so confused.

I thought that I'm finally done with it.

But it's not the end yet for me.

Cakap sahaja pandai. ==

Am I thinking too much again ?

I don't know.

In fact, yes you are Then Soo Lee !!

Who are you to make me feel this way ?

But you know what, I know what I should do.

God is leading. =D

Don't be afraid to love with all your heart because you will never lose by loving.

In fact, you always lose by holding back.

HAPPY

I LOVE TODAY SO MUCH.

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL OF YOU.

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

MUACKZZZ

=DDD

Teehee =D

Dang happy. =D

Everything is done.

No more assignments !!!

No more presentations !!!

And bu-bye to all those annoying tests, people !!!

You know what, let's work hard together for the final exam.

I am more than ready.

GAMBATEH !!!

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My grandma will be moving to KL tomorrow. D=

I am so going to miss her.

I really do hope that she will be coming back twice a month perhaps.

Father, bless her. Love her.

Ah po, stay healthy and happy always ya.

Muackzzzzz =D

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BINGO !!!

Me and him are fine, I guess.

Honest speaking, I am so happy with the "now".

Everything is going on smoothly.

And I am so sure and believe that God, You are guiding me.

Everything happens for a reason.

And this goes to me too.

Continue to guide me, lead me.

Thank you, Father.

=D

Imma be a QUEEN !!!

HEHEHE

HAHAHA

HOHOHO

HIHIHIHI

And yeah, Miss Then is doing great, people. ;D

I think that I am letting go of him.

*clap clap and proud proud*

Do smile ahead, people !!!

Finally, I got to talk to him on Thursday.

To be honest, I am very glad.

But, one thing.

Our conversation was kinda awkward.

And I hate faking a smile to him.

ishhhhhh

But, who cares. =)

That was just the beginning of something new.

Suddenly, I feel that I'm so brave.

*proud proud*

I really do hope that we can become like last time, though.

I know I can do it if I really want to.

JIA YOU THEN SOO LEE !!!

God bless. =)

I need time !

I need time so badly right now.

=)

I talked to him yesterday for 1 hour ++

Thank you, Lord.

I'm so sure that You are guiding and leading me.

Finally, I got to know what is he thinking.

I was relieved and happy after that small talk.

I really do.

I didn't blame him.

In fact, I feel bad for him.

hahahaha

The best thing is me and him are best friends now. =)

Gambateh yeah THEN SOO LEE !!!

You too, boss !!!

XDDD

4/11/2011

I don't know anything.

What are you thinking actually ?

But, I'm fine.

Thank you, Jesus. =)

I am rejoiced !!!

Everything is fine.

Everyone is happy.

Everything is back to normal, I guess.

I am way more stronger than I thought, people. =)

Thank you, Father.

Bless my grandma.

Don't let her feel lonely.

I was so happy just now.

Because she smiled. =)

17/10/2011

Dear Ah Gong,

It was on that morning, you left the world, left us.

Why ? I ask myself over and over again.

I know it very clearly that everyone including me will leave this world someday, which is unpredictable.

But until now, I still not used to it. I tried to let go... but I miss you, Ah Gong.

I miss you a lot.

I miss the time when I kept 'kacau' you even though Ah Po had scolded me for so many times.

I want to be strong, but I am so stupid that I can't even hold my tears now.

Honestly, I will think of you whenever I have nothing to do.

Last few days, I looked at our sampat pictures together. I was so overwhelmed by those pictures. I cried... and my sister found out... and she cried along with me. Thank you, Yuki.

Since then, I dare not to touch that camera anymore. I'm scared that I will cry again but... I want to look at those pictures so badly.

I went back to Ipoh yesterday. My aunt fetched me and my sister back.

I was so dang tired... I reached... there was nobody sitting on that chair anymore... that chair had been thrown away, I guess... I can't say 'Ah Gong, I'm back. Do you miss your guai cucu?'... that was my famous line last time... not anymore now...

I miss your smile and laughter so much and that's the reason why I always 'kacau' you. Ah Gong, you really did a lot of things for us. You raised me up... and I am very proud to have a grandpa like you.

Without you, I don't think that I can become the 'me' now.

How are you now? Are you in heaven?

I want to hear your voice... I miss the voice of yours... I miss everything of you, Ah Gong... I still remember your face on that day...

Rest in peace, Ah Gong. Your are the best Ah gong I ever had !!

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Ah Po, you are really a strong woman. I promise that I will always be by your side whenever you need me.

I wish I could be strong like you too.

I know that I can do it !!

GAMBATEH THEN SOO LEE !!

God bless everyone =)

confused

What am I thinking actually ??

I have no idea.

Feel happy because ...

Feel bad because ...

I am confused.

Father, please guide me.

I need you.

Big O smile people !! =)

AMWAY

My younger brother and me =)

All the best to YOU !!!

GAMBATEH

♥

I am glad.

I am happy.

I am satisfied.

I am contented.

I am thrilled.

I am gratified.

I am delighted.

I am cheerful.

I am exhilarated.

I hope that you will feel the same too. =)

Thank you Father. ♥

To => Sim Yee Roo

I read your latest post just now.

I have no idea why am I posting this.

But always remember THEN SOO LEE *oklah Sully lah* will always be there for you !!!

I am your BFF wey !!! *kinda proud hehe*

Everything will be just fine and like what you have said 'Surrender them all to God'.

Don't feel insecure !!!

You will never be alone !!!

Nobody will be angry with you, especially me. =)

So, don't ever again ask me => Are you angry with me ??

Let me tell you, my answer will always be a NO !!!

If you manage to keep your itchy hands off my Facebook account. xDDD

Trust me !!!

One more thing, you are not turning your life back to the previous one !!!

You are more discipline than me. *Do not perasan lebih* xDDD

Past is the past. So, forget about it.

FOR YOU =>

STUDY HARD BUT PLAY HARDER. *I know that you will ignore this*

Enjoy your life to the fullest bapuk xDDD

Let's do this together, okie ? =)

im so dirty !!

Am I dirty ??

In what ways ?? xDDD

*proud proud*

Right here, Right now !!

Dear God,

Thank you so much for all the blessing.

Honestly, I can really feel your existence in me.

Thank you so much again.

G G G G G

I'm so loving the 'now'. =D

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Yeah, I gotta call Miss Long Har later.

Bet she is still sleeping like a FAT PIG.

Thanks to me, she slept at 3 something yesterday.

We had a great 8-po session and it lasted for 3 to 4 hours !!

WONDERFUL =D

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Yeah, I forgot to reload AGAIN !!

Broke the promise. =D *kinda proud*

Really bo lui a !! >.<

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Hate to say this !!

HOUSE CHORES AHEAD

GAMBATEH THEN SOO LEE

HAHAHAHAHA

It reminds me of yamate, yimete & ah ah ah !! (credits to Guru CK) xDD

KTHXBAI =D

THANK YOU JESUS =D

BIG O SMILE

=D

NEW TEMPLATE AHEAD !!

The new template is kinda colourful !!

So babyish !!

G G G G G xDDD

Anyway, hope that you guys (yeah, that's you) will like it !!

NEW TEMPLATE, PERHAPS ?

I LONG FOR A NEW TEMPLATE !!

BUT I AM VERY LAZY TO SEARCH FOR IT !!

T.T

GAMBATEH !!

XDD

A random post =D

U may say that I'm a dirty pig, but too bad I'm not !! *wink wink wink*

SAMPAT =D

The truth is that I haven bath !! *proud proud*

Of course not the entire day silly.

I want to get myself clean first before turning into a SLEEPING BEAUTY. =D

But look at the time ?!?

It's 1.23 a.m !! Btw, nice numbers, people. xD

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THANK YOU LORD

for everything.

Semester 2 was awesome. =D

BUT

I miss my Semester 1 so badly !! XD

KTHXBAI =D

I think I better bath now before getting SOMETHING from my granny !! xDD

NS gathering ♥♥♥♥♥

HEIH HEIH HEIH

I had an awesome day yesterday with Chin & Christine.

Dang happy, people ! =)

We watched the Nasi Lemak movie together.

That movie is dang funny !!

We laughed from the beginning till the end of the show !!

Here are some pictures that were taken yesterday !!

REALLY CRAZY, PEOPLE !!

LOVE IT !!

♥♥♥♥♥

Chin & Me !! =)

HAHA 38 !!

Yeah, that's Christine !! =)

HAHA XDD

38 punya virus !! xDD

Mister Potato !!

Finally, a normal one !! =)

HAHAHA

I AM SPEECHLESS !!

Yeah, we were wearing the same dress !!

After we had so much fun, we left the shop !! HAHAHA

THANK YOU LORD

You know what, I believe that my hard work really paid off !!

THANK YOU LORD

G G G G G

Semester 2 !!!

Here I come, babe !!!

Yeah, and to all of my friends too, GAMBATEH !!!

WORK HARD BUT PLAY HARDER !!!

me n miss LONG HAR

We put it on, we snapped pictures, we took it off and we left with a big O smile !

my UTAR life =D

Pictures really speak a thousand words !!

I am really 38 lah wey !!

Me, Cyheetal and Tau fu =D

I love myself haha

Cute little turtle

lalala ~

Gorgeous BUTT !!

TQTQTQTQ

Me and cow hit

muahahahaha

38 group

xDD

My giraffe jacket !!

Me, Jun Hao and Cyheetal xDD

By the way, I like this one. kekeke

Sooooooooo sampat !!

LOL xDD

Me, Chiew Ling and Su Jen xDD

I miss that kid, woman !!

I love my group so much !!

This one is superb !! xDD

Nice pose !! Credit to Tau Fu !! xDD

Love love love keke

LOL husband and wife !!

Me and Tau Fu's blanket busuk !! haha

I'm a leading teacher !! xDD

THE BEGGAR CLUB

I'm stunning !! xDD

Gurjit and me !!

Wish her all the best in UTP !!

God bless her xDD

Meal?? Not nice actually haha

The blue dolphin !!

Me xDD

Thank you, Jesus !!

Muackzzz