A piece of my mind.

I'm back again! 

Here we go.

For the past four weeks, nothing has been good to me. 

Many things happened; something big and unexpected.

I've been holding back for more than a year. And I thought that perhaps, it will come to an end someday.

I never thought that things will turn out to be like that. 

And guess what, I evolved into a crybaby again. 

At one point, I thought that maybe I can get through this like a piece of cake. 

I cried for a short-two-days. And I stopped crying after that. 

I've been a good girl. I can control my emotions better that the last time. 

But when I had my first meet up with him after one week of not seeing each other, I was defeated. 

How I wish I could delete all the bad memories away. 

Sometimes, I just can't cry out; but I can feel the emptiness knotted in my heart. 

It hurts. 

If it is possible, I don't want to have anything related to him until I really let go of everything. 

I'm scared that I will be hurt again; by the same person twice.  

My heart is delicate...

Although I didn't express all out, I feel a bit better now. 

God bless!