MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

It's Christmas!!! 

And guess what, I spent my whole day doing house chores. =(

Pity me huh? ;)

Father, I really wish that You will change my attitude towards You. 

I don't know whether this is the right thing for me or not. 

But I know there is something about You...

Anyway, have a blessed Christmas everyone!!!!

God bless!!! 

End of sem 2

Time flies. 

And now is the end of my sem 2.

I can't believe it. 

There are so many things happened recently.

Too much to handle? 

Nahh, it's just too much of drama. 

Final is over. 

Honest speaking, I feel that I've put in 110% of effort this time.

I long for an "A" for my FAF2. I really do.

 However, I can't even balance my cash flow and balance sheet.  

"A"? 

It vanished just right after the exam yesterday.

I'm scared. I don't know how will my result be. 

I don't want my CGPA to drop.. I really don't.

 But one thing for sure.. I'm gonna give my best shot in the next sem. 

December is the best month ever!!!

I love December. =) 

This is because my birthday falls on this month. 

I had great and unforgettable moments.

I was surprised and happy because you guys purposely came to Ipoh to celebrate for me.

I'm so blessed. =) 

Thank you guys!!! 

I love all the presents so much.

I bet I was the happiest girl on that day. Haha

Love you guys to the maximum!!! <3 p="p">

Above all the happiness, there is something that breaks my heart.

Honestly, I had good times with you.

You've taught me a lot of things.. which cannot be denied.

However, the longer I know you, the more I understand about you.

Sometimes, I was annoyed of your actions and words. 

And yet, I didn't voice out because I don't want you to be mad at me. 

At last, we told you. 

And you didn't even speak to us after that.

I hate that!!! 

Someone that is so close to you before is now like a total stranger. Who would like it? 

We told you because we want you to become better. 

Yeah, I know.. I have no rights to judge people.

But I rather tell you what I feel than backstabbing you. 

I hope that our friendship won't fade away just like that.

God bless.

One last thing.

Dear Father, I'm no longer like last time.

I'm not reading bible and I'm lazy to go to church.

I'm so far away from you.

What's going on with me? 

But I'm glad that you never let me go. 

You wakened me that day.

I really wanna know more about you, Father.

Sometimes, I will be questioning myself.

Is this the right thing for me? 

I still don't have an exact answer. 

So, show me, Father. 

Lead me.

And guide me. 

God bless everyone!!! <3 p="p">

5/8/2012

Good news!!!

My eyes are getting better. Thank God. =) 

I'm glad because all the midterms and assignments are bidding goodbye to me. =D

FOR NOW, IMMA FIGHT FOR THE FINAL!!! (Tomorrow onwards lah haha)

Yes, you can do it Then Soo Lee!!!  

MUAHAHAHA

And yeah, Father, bless everyone around me.

Bless him and mould him so that he would stop gambling.

Show me too, Father. Is that the right thing to do?

I really wish that it is a YES.=)      

I always make others to get mad at me.

My unseen potential, huh?  

Father, I really wish to get forgiveness from them.

God bless. <3

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Great news!!!

Dad is currently working again!!!

Hehe Praise the Lord. =)

I'm sorry...

Perhaps, I'm a mean girl. I'm sorry. A thousand sorry. That's all I have to say. I can't please everyone. But I hope that you can be my friend forever. I do not want things to turn into a mess. You are a good guy. God bless you. =)

28 of May 2012 is the day, people! Amazingly, I pulled through my foundation studies (full of memories <3). I  miss those times. However, I need to move forward. Now, say hello to my degree life. Honestly, I learnt a lot. =) Praise the Lord.

My promise to myself :

Be responsible.
Be disciplined.
Be well mannered.
Sleep before 11.30 (exception : assignments and supper).
Be punctual to classes.
Be faithful to God.


<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 God bless everyone. =)

Night ;)

I had been sleeping pretty late recently. 

Oh my, my face is becoming like a shit. hahaha

So, Imma going to get some beauty sleep dahulu ya. ;)

Night and God bless. =) 

Imma going to share some pictures of the new members of our family. =)

Ain't they cute? ;)

THE SUPER MUMMY.

That's Fur Fur. =)

The only princess. Hehe

<3

The mighty white. Too bad, he was given away to somebody.  =(

I call him Golden. Somehow, he looks like a  twin  to the white one.  

The naughty one!!! He's the big bully. Ishhh ishhh ishhh. 

Acting cute, huh? haha

Finally, the daddy, Lion!!!


Have no official names yet for the babies.
Thinking in progress. =)
The bad news is all the puppies will be given  away since there is not enough space for them. =(
God bless them . <3

FEES ==

5k plus for my degree sem 1 !!

Hell yehh -.-

But, if God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Amen. =) 

HECTIC

I'm worried and I know that my dad is worried too. About what? The stupid degree fees, of course. I did not manage to get a scholarship. And know this is the consequence. Both of my bank accounts are running out of money. And my dad just knew it. What a good start, huh? I really hope that dad can manage my sem 1 fees. Father, bless him. 

♥♥♥

TEHEE 

THE PICHAS ♥

 Can you see my pimple? ;)

 In da toilet. hahaha

 Sor por. ♥ (Dun perasan lah) hahaha

 Hehe. People thought that both of us are insane. 

 You will be my BFF. So, don't ever come out with those creative thoughts. hahaha

 Yucksss. Gelinyaaaa. >.<

 Haha Speechless =D

 I was pinching my pimple. VICTORY =D

 Love this. ♥

 HAHAHA

 Profile picture, perhaps? ;)

 YUM YUM =D

Choosy gurl. hahaha

RESULTS !!!

I was freaking nervous the whole day.

Crazy, man !!!

Results, results, results and results !!! >.<

ARHHHHHHHHHHHH

Around 4 something, I logged in to check that stupid thing.

I was dang nervous. My hands were shaking like hell.

I clicked into the page but I dare not to scroll down to view my results.

It took me around six to seven mins to have the courage to face the results.

Although I failed to get the scholarship, I am quite contented with what I got.

Because I know that my hard work throughout sem 3 costs only this much.

Thank you, Father. =)

Look at the bright side, I am heading towards a new stage of my life.

Everything changes and it will be fun, I guess.

Look forward, people !! 

You know what, I am going to work for a scholarship next sem.

I will keep my word. Yes, I will.

YEAH MAN !!!

God bless everyone. =D

And yeah, 

HALOO DEGREE BU-BYE FOUNDATION !!!

*Gonna miss mai foundation life >.<*

  

A day to REMEMBER !! =D

SAYA SANGAT GEMBIRA PADA HARI INI !!!

HAHAHAHA

10/5/2012  ♥

8 + + : AMAZINGLY, I woke up. I'm so proud, man. 

9 + + : Another legend is created by ME. I drove ALONE for the first time !!! =D

10 + + : Waited for that sor por for 30 minutes. >.< (This indirectly tells us that I'm very patient, HAHAHA)

 11 + + : Reached Jusco. Ate laksa (shooooo nice). Gai gai-ed for the whole day. Walked and walked and walked non-stop. Bought a new pair of jeans for RM 45 (dang satisfied hehe). Ate at Sakae Sushi. Went to fetch Yuki's bro. Went to a shop nearby Jusco. 

6 + + : HOME SWEET HOME =D

7 + + : Bathed. 

8 + + : Went to pasar malam with Miss Long Har. 

9 + + : Home sweet home, again. HAHAHA The next thing happened was not funny at all. I was being scolded by Then Soo Lee punya bapak. But, thank God, it lasted for less than 5 mins jek. =D 

PICHA ?? SOON HEHEHE 

Gonna steal from somebody's blog. HAHAHA

Since I'm shoooo in the mood right now, let me share something with you guys. HAHAHA

Pretty, isn't it?

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Put aside all these first. Let's talk about SERIOUS matters.

Super duper SCARED.

Our results will be released tomorrow.

I dunno what I will get this semester.

Coursework marks are super low. =(

I had been dreaming about all these result thingy recently. MAMAMIA

I hope to get good grades, everybody wishes to get right?

But, look at the bright side. 

I had given my 100%  in the finals.

Therefore, surrender all to HIM.

For He will carry me to the best path, I believe. 

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Just heard a heart-breaking news from my friend.

Father, bless her with all Your mighty. =)

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AH-HA

Super long. @@

Night everyone. =)

God bless.

MY DAY

I want to do mask later. =)

WAKAKAKA

I said before that I'm going to control myself but I failed to do so.

It's different now. 

I can do it.

I think that I've made the right decision.

I don't know what tomorrow will be. 

Ain't it mysterious ?

So, surrender... surrender all to Him. =)

  

I X BE A BAD GIRL

Turn it back to the past.

And, everyone will be fine. ;)

AMEN.

Drama

I'm back, everyone !!!

A lot of things happened in this semester.

Lots of Lots of DRAMA !!!

Lazy wanna mention them here, though. ;)

Anyway, my semester 3 rocks !!!

Did my public speaking.

One more test to go. MUAHAHAHAHA

Bu-bye to my stupid assignments next week.

Sounds nice, right ?

Thank you, Father.

I WANNA GO BACK TO IPOH NEXT WEEK !!!

BEH TAHAN LIAO !!! >.<

And one more thing, I wonder why I always make people angry with me?

My fault?

I have no idea.

Things will become better, I believe in You.

So, don't think too much ya THEN SOO LEE !!!

Muackzzz to myself. =)

Picha time ;)

Me and Mr.Y&C.

HAHAHAHA

He gonna kill me.

Tehee. =)

The gong gong.

Me, Jida, Daniel and the gong gong. =)

One big family. =)

It was a blessed day.

NASI LEMAK !!!

Breakfast of the day. =)

Yeah, that's right.

The popo that I had mentioned in the previous post. =)

HAHAHAHA

3 sor por !!!

We were rushing back to the hall for the aerobic dance.

Me, Yuki and the gong gong. =)

He is cute when he is smiling.

Agree?

;)

Me and HK. =)

We were on the way back from sending the gong gong to his home.

Super far but worth it.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA XDDDD

Banir Estate ♥

Today was a happy day.

I learned a lot today.

Thank you, Father.

The villagers there are super friendly and cute.

I met this popo today.

She is simply gorgeous.

All her children are currently working out station.

Her house is under quite a bad condition as well.

No electricity !!!

If I were her, I would be complaining about this and that.

But, she's not. She always smile.

She is simply contented with her life.

I'm really glad because she shared her past with me and HK.

Bless her, Father.

One more thing !!!

I met a gong gong as well.

He resembles my grandpa in some ways. =)

I'm fully satisfied and contented today !!!

PRAISE THE LORD =D

I have no idea why am I typing this.

Too free, I guess. =)

I feel that I still have a lot to improve.

This is the real deal.

Nobody is perfect.

And I'm not excluded.

I ain't perfect.

Seriously, I want to change to a better me.

But, I'm still myself. *proud proud* MUAHAHAHA

I want to be happy everyday.

I want people to respect who I am.

I want people around me to feel happy too.

So, I need to work it out.

Not to a bad side of me.

In fact, to a good side of me.

Sometimes, I feel that there is a devil around me.

Brain washing me.

But really praise the Lord.

Whenever I have negative thoughts on something, anything, You reach out for me.

And those stupid thoughts just vanished.

Conclusion is thinking positively is the best babe.

A lot of them said that I'm a good kid.

Really ?

I think I'm not good enough, though.

Sometimes, I'm very nasty too. *kinda proud XD*

Few days ago, all of a sudden, I looked back at myself.

I found out that I was wrong.

I felt better after I talked to you. =)

Thank You, Father.

It's like magic.

I do feel happier and all of the burden in my heart disappeared whenever You hear me out.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

God blesses everyone. =)

PEACE *reminds me of the string pulak* xDD

HAPPY CNY !!! XD

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!

I was standing there like a sor por... just to watch fireworks behind my house. XD

They are so pretty.

Very bling bling oh.

But dang bising. >.<

God bless everyone. ;D

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

This is so true ;)

the one that got away ;)

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radio head
And on my 18th birthday we got that chain tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was dreaming you were my Johnny Cash
Never one, we got the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm longer your muse


And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one

And in another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

Love it ;) teheee

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Highlights of today.

# Went to JPP with Yuki.

# Met akak and ane.

# Took our cert.

# Ate telur pecah and fries.

# Took bus to St.Michael.

# Had our lunch there.

# Met many new friends. =)

# Went back to JPP.

# Pranked JZ.

# Had a nice chat with JZ.

# Reached home.

# Tetris for consecutive 2 hours.

Thank you. =)

Results ?

Sometimes, I wonder...

Are results that important ?

Do they really reflect on how a person behave ?

Basically, I don't think so.

God, bless them. =D

I can do it and so do you guys. ;D

Minyak panas all the way in semester 3, people !!!

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE

Happy ;D

Two things.

Results came out at 2 pm today.

My results dropped and yet I am satisfied.

Kinda sad actually because I got a B- for my Academic English.

But thank God.

Really thank God.

I thought that I would be failing my Academic English.

I got my essay written wrongly.

Plus, Daniel said that I earned 32 credit hours only.

What a nightmare !!!

BUT

Now I am totally relieved. =D

You know what, I'm aiming for the "God Of Tetris" results on the next semester.

I can do it !!!

GAMBATEH THEN SOO LEE

Still, study hard but play harder.

And, I really hope that God blesses those who are getting unpleasant results.

Amen.

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I told him.

And I am freaking happy now.

You see, everything is fine now. =D

He is leading.

He is guiding.

And most importantly, I believe in Him.

Thank You. =D

you =D

Worth it ?

I have no idea.

But, one thing for sure and I believe that God...

You already have my story written in Your book.

I will just follow.

And I will make my story shines through You.

I said it and I'll keep my word here. =D

Thank you. You always make me feel better.

NOSE

Nose ?

My nose ?

Nope.

It's my brand new shoes.

Costs me RM 70.

NOW I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE, PEOPLE !!!

Today ;D

Today, I had a GREAT day with you, babe !

You know who you are !

Don't pretend anymore !

=D

And bapuk, send me the pictures.

Thank you.

Cas I wanna post them here.

Hohohoho

Btw, I really po kai already lah.

How I wanna survive ?