I am rejoiced !!!

Everything is fine.

Everyone is happy.

Everything is back to normal, I guess.

I am way more stronger than I thought, people. =)

Thank you, Father.

Bless my grandma.

Don't let her feel lonely.

I was so happy just now.

Because she smiled. =)

17/10/2011

Dear Ah Gong,

It was on that morning, you left the world, left us.

Why ? I ask myself over and over again.

I know it very clearly that everyone including me will leave this world someday, which is unpredictable.

But until now, I still not used to it. I tried to let go... but I miss you, Ah Gong.

I miss you a lot.

I miss the time when I kept 'kacau' you even though Ah Po had scolded me for so many times.

I want to be strong, but I am so stupid that I can't even hold my tears now.

Honestly, I will think of you whenever I have nothing to do.

Last few days, I looked at our sampat pictures together. I was so overwhelmed by those pictures. I cried... and my sister found out... and she cried along with me. Thank you, Yuki.

Since then, I dare not to touch that camera anymore. I'm scared that I will cry again but... I want to look at those pictures so badly.

I went back to Ipoh yesterday. My aunt fetched me and my sister back.

I was so dang tired... I reached... there was nobody sitting on that chair anymore... that chair had been thrown away, I guess... I can't say 'Ah Gong, I'm back. Do you miss your guai cucu?'... that was my famous line last time... not anymore now...

I miss your smile and laughter so much and that's the reason why I always 'kacau' you. Ah Gong, you really did a lot of things for us. You raised me up... and I am very proud to have a grandpa like you.

Without you, I don't think that I can become the 'me' now.

How are you now? Are you in heaven?

I want to hear your voice... I miss the voice of yours... I miss everything of you, Ah Gong... I still remember your face on that day...

Rest in peace, Ah Gong. Your are the best Ah gong I ever had !!

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Ah Po, you are really a strong woman. I promise that I will always be by your side whenever you need me.

I wish I could be strong like you too.

I know that I can do it !!

GAMBATEH THEN SOO LEE !!

God bless everyone =)

confused

What am I thinking actually ??

I have no idea.

Feel happy because ...

Feel bad because ...

I am confused.

Father, please guide me.

I need you.

Big O smile people !! =)

AMWAY

My younger brother and me =)

All the best to YOU !!!

GAMBATEH

♥

I am glad.

I am happy.

I am satisfied.

I am contented.

I am thrilled.

I am gratified.

I am delighted.

I am cheerful.

I am exhilarated.

I hope that you will feel the same too. =)

Thank you Father. ♥

To => Sim Yee Roo

I read your latest post just now.

I have no idea why am I posting this.

But always remember THEN SOO LEE *oklah Sully lah* will always be there for you !!!

I am your BFF wey !!! *kinda proud hehe*

Everything will be just fine and like what you have said 'Surrender them all to God'.

Don't feel insecure !!!

You will never be alone !!!

Nobody will be angry with you, especially me. =)

So, don't ever again ask me => Are you angry with me ??

Let me tell you, my answer will always be a NO !!!

If you manage to keep your itchy hands off my Facebook account. xDDD

Trust me !!!

One more thing, you are not turning your life back to the previous one !!!

You are more discipline than me. *Do not perasan lebih* xDDD

Past is the past. So, forget about it.

FOR YOU =>

STUDY HARD BUT PLAY HARDER. *I know that you will ignore this*

Enjoy your life to the fullest bapuk xDDD

Let's do this together, okie ? =)

im so dirty !!

Am I dirty ??

In what ways ?? xDDD

*proud proud*